Sunday, May 01, 2005
hi there,
i'm feelin very sad now.
i feel lyk my family is treating me differently.
yesterdae, i was being scolded by my bro just over the remote control lying around.
and also my stuff all messy on the bed.
but during that tym, i was studying.
so, i had to sort out all my notes.
and he can sae tt its messy.
he even SMACKED me on the head.
i'm havin a very bad heachache now.
my family once told me to tell the truth and not talk in a very high and rough tone as to respect the person older then me.
but how am i supposed to take the advise, wen my brother is actually talkin in such a rough and high tone to both me and my mother.
well, i have tried my very best to obey them.
but then, each tym they scold me or sth and wen i want to tell them the truth in a LOW TONE,
they always sae, AS YOU GROW OLDER AND OLDER, YOU'RE GETTIN MORE AND MORE RUDE TO UR ELDERS!
in my mind i said "Look at urself first".
haish.
Is this wat we call life/?
i even felt lyk leaving the house that tym and go to my grandfather's house.
but then, its was kinda late at night.
and i continued to study.
the next dae, which is today,
he was so kind to me.
well, lets see wat happens tomorrow.
-_-"
Todae, i had went out wif Nadillah, Mutallib and Aqeel to study in bedok.
its was very unorganised.
we didnt exactly know where to go to study.
First, i met Nadillah at Bedok Mrt Station at 11.00am.
we, then went to Long John Silver as Nadillah wanted to eat.
we, also awaited for Mutallib's arrival.
while, waiting for him, i studied for a while.
he arrived after awhile of studying.
and Nadillah had just bought her food.
we sat there, while waiting for Nadillah to finish eating.
She also taugh Mutallib some chemistry while eating.
wen she was about to finish her food,
Mutallib then wanted to eat.
We then waited for him and talked.
After he ate, we went to Bedok Library.
there, i did some of my homeworks while they studied their own subjects.
then, at around 12pm+, we went to the void deck to study.
we also waited for aqeel to come at the void deck.
then at ard 2.30pm, aqeel came bring a drink and food for himself.
then, he cant stop making noise.
i ignored him, and after awhile, i gave up on my Self-study session because of him.
i took off from there at around 5pm.
went to the interchange, and frm there everyone separated.
and went home.
well, tts all for now.
cyaz.
buaiz.
1:05 PM